From Addiction to the Café Counter: Mina's Path Toward Psychology
ARTE.tv DocumentaryMina is a young Inuk woman who describes herself as lucky to be alive. "It's been a rough ride," she says. There were times she might have given up and "lose myself to my alcoholism and my drug addiction," but she says she managed to stand up and not fall. The short documentary follows her through a working day at a café, where she has been employed for about nine months, and through a conversation with the manager who hired her. It ends with Mina's still-shifting plans for her education.
A Working Day and the Struggle with Shyness
On the day of filming, Mina starts at 8:00 a.m. instead of her usual 10:00. She works four days a week, 28 hours in total. She describes her opening routine: taking out the cash, setting up the cash station and the tablet, and putting out the signs. She says she knows what to do on her own and that this part of the job is easy.
Talking with customers is harder. Mina says she is still struggling with it and gets "really shy." She considers herself outgoing, but when she notices she has opened up "way too early," she tends to shut down and become more reserved. On camera she takes orders, asking about decaf and milk options such as soy or almond, and later serves a customer an "Indian taco" and water.
Bannock, Not Scones
During a quiet moment, Mina checks what needs restocking and decides to make more plain bannock. She recites the café's recipe as she works: four cups of flour, five teaspoons of baking powder, one teaspoon of salt, liquid smoke, half a cup of vegetable oil, and two cups of water. She points out that it contains no egg or milk.
She says many English customers comment that "the scone" is too dry or should come with jam or butter. Mina says she understands, but she explains that this is bannock, not a scone, and can be eaten with many different things. She learned to make bannock from her grandmother, who makes it differently from the café: she uses lard instead of canola oil. Mina laughs that her grandmother never trusted her around hot surfaces because she always burned herself.
Mina says it is an honor to work with people who care about others. She singles out her manager, whose compassion and empathy toward other people she finds inspiring and wants to emulate.
Violence in the Park
Mina and her manager sit down to eat outside together. The manager mentions that there was a stabbing in the park the day before. Mina asks whether both people involved were Indigenous, and the manager confirms it. One of the injured, the manager says, is an Inuk woman they know, someone from the park who visits from time to time. Mina's response is brief: "Scary." The exchange shows that the community the café serves includes people living with the kind of precarity Mina herself left behind.
How Mina Came to Be Hired
The two recall how Mina first came into contact with the manager's organization through a program, which the transcript renders as "the face free program." Mina says she was very shy in her first year, when she attended almost every week. She then went back to school, and after leaving school she returned.
The manager says she remembered Mina from the first time and could see a difference when Mina came back. She explains that this change is why she hired Mina at the café. Mina communicates well, the manager says: when she cannot come in, she says so right away, and she plans ahead.
Uncertain Plans, Deliberate Courage
After nine months on the job, Mina says she still has a lot to learn and hopes to keep learning before deciding to continue her education. Her plan is to keep working in a café while going to school.
What she will study is not settled. She says she wanted to do psychology, but her choice keeps changing because she sees so many opportunities: nurse, psychologist, social worker, veterinarian. "Right now it's psychologist," she says. The film ends on her daily self-talk rather than a firm decision. She asks herself why she is scared and why she doesn't just do it, and every day she tells herself to "just go for it."
I'm happy that I'm alive, because it's been a rough ride. There are times where I would have given up and just lose myself to my alcoholism and my drug addiction, but I managed to stand up and not fall.
Today, I start at 8:00 a.m. I usually start at 10:00. So, for four days a week, it's 28 hours a week.
I know what to do on my own. I take out the cash and I get the cash station ready, the tablet, the signs.
Oh, you're miked.
It's easy because I know what to do, but in terms of speaking with customers, I'm still struggling. I get really shy. I try not to be because I know I'm outgoing, but once I realize that I open up way too early, I sort of just shut down and become more shy.
Decaf? Latte of one, soya, almond, fresh.
Fresh.
506.
I'm going to check what we need to do. Maybe a little bit more plain bannocks. I can do that now and get it over with.
Four cups of flour, five teaspoons of Magic baking powder, one teaspoon of salt, liquid smoke, half a cup of vegetable oil, and two cups of water. This doesn't have egg or milk in them.
There's been a lot of English people who come in here and say, "Oh, the scone is not supposed to be this dry, or it's supposed to be served with jam or butter." I get that, but this is bannock. You can have it with many different things.
I learned from my grandmother. She makes it differently from how we make it here. She uses lard instead of canola oil. She never trusted me around hot surfaces. I always burned myself for some reason.
It's an honor to work with people who care about other people. And my manager, she's really great. Her compassion and empathy towards other people is really inspiring. I aspire to be more like that.
Can I get some Indian taco and water, please?
Yeah. And water? Okay. Yeah, no problem.
Hello.
Hi. Nice to see you.
Nice to see you, too. How was it at the Sanaaq today?
It's not so busy.
Do you want to go eat outside?
Yeah.
I need to eat, too.
Okay.
Perfect.
Let's go eat.
Let's go.
I heard there was a stabbing yesterday here.
Yeah. Yeah.
Oh my God. And both of them were Indigenous?
Yeah. Another person who was injured, yeah. She's Inuk, and we know her. She's one of the persons of the park who come visit once in a while.
Scary.
Yeah. Do you remember when you started the face free program?
I was really shy. The first year that I was with you guys, it was almost every week, and then I went back to school, and then after I left school, I came back to you guys.
I remember you the first time around, and when you came back, I could see the difference. And I think that's why I absolutely hired you at Sanaaq, because you communicate well. When there's something, you cannot show up, you tell right away. You plan your things ahead.
I've been working for about nine months already. And I still have a lot to learn. So I hope I can learn before I decide to pursue my education, because I hope to work in a cafe while still going to school.
I wanted to do psychology, but it's always changing because I have so many opportunities, and I'm like, I want to be a nurse, I want to be a psychologist, I want to be a social worker, I want to be a veterinarian. So right now it's psychologist. And I have to remind myself, why are you scared? Why don't you just do it? I tell myself every day that. Don't be a—just go for it.
Mhm.
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