Bryan Johnson's Livestreamed Psilocybin Session: Can a Psychedelic Be a Longevity Therapy?
Bryan JohnsonThis livestream highlight follows Bryan Johnson through a high dose of psilocybin mushrooms, taken as what his team calls an experiment on whether psilocybin could be a longevity therapy. Clinicians, collaborators, family, and friends joined along the way. The session combined heavy measurement with Johnson's descriptions of what he was experiencing. While he was deep in the trip, his guests talked about psychedelic research, drug policy, epigenetics, and spirituality. Johnson and his team say openly that they do not know whether psilocybin will turn out to be a longevity therapy. As one participant put it, "We will see."
The Setup: Dose Two of Three
This was the second of three planned doses. Before taking it, Johnson said he was nervous because of how the first session went. Last time, he said, his "inhibitions were just washed away." He described the loss of the usual mental check: normally you have a thought and ask whether it is appropriate to say, and you can stop it, but deep in the mushrooms those checks weren't there. His contingency plan was simple: if he went "off the rails," he would put on a face mask and lie down.
He also compared the doses. The first was "25" and this one was "28." No unit is given for those figures in the stream. He said the larger dose was "definitely knocking me out."
Why Psilocybin, and Why Measure So Much
Dr. Carl Seager, introduced as a longevity physician who helped design the protocol, argued that "this type of experiment is kind of what needs to start happening." He pointed to what he described as preclinical studies suggesting psilocybin can reverse biological aging in human cells. Asked about the purpose of the trip, the team framed it as part of a broader search for therapies that could slow the speed of aging and reverse aging damage. They repeated that they do not know whether psilocybin will be one of those therapies and are exploring it.
The team said they were measuring 249 biomarkers and called it "the most quantified psychedelic experiment in history." Before dosing, they spent about 30 minutes on baseline measurements: saliva samples, thermal body-heat readings, blood pressure, and brain measurements with Kernel.
Ryan Fields explained Kernel, a company started seven years earlier. It took advances in lasers and consumer electronics to build what Fields called "a pulse oximeter on steroids" that measures oxygen in the brain. That lets researchers map which parts of the brain are active at a given time. Fields said this could be used to study brain health, signatures of drug interactions, or mental states. Asked for parting words before the dose, Fields said: "Good luck. I'll see you on the other side."
Weighing and Taking the Dose
The dosing itself was improvised. Johnson said he would take all of a 4.67 g portion and add another 0.56 g to reach what he called 5.3 g. On the scale, the team said they were aiming for 5.23 g. At one point they were at 4.9 g and then overshot to 5.32 g, and they debated removing a little. He took the mushrooms in a lemon mixture, remarked that it was "lemony," and added more lemon for a second round to get the remaining bits.
Talmage Joins
Johnson's son, Talmage, joined early on. Asked what it was like to watch his father take a psychedelic, Talmage joked that when people ask what his dad does, he never knows what to say. Now he could say his dad "occasionally trips balls on X in front of hundreds of thousands of people." He said he had "no trepidation" about watching, found it fun, and asked what would come next to "top it off."
Johnson spoke warmly about his son. He said Talmage is "overjoyed when I experience something that I'm happy about," that he felt lucky to be his dad, and that he was glad they were "doing life together." Talmage suggested the roles might reverse during the session, with him in a parental role and his father in a childlike one. Johnson agreed that was possible. That idea came back later in the stream.
Ashlee Vance and the Early Days of Blueprint
Journalist Ashlee Vance also joined. Johnson recalled that when he and his team first started Blueprint and began publishing online, "nobody was paying any attention." Then Vance wrote an article that "blew up." Vance said they had expected the piece to do well but couldn't have imagined how big the response would be.
Onset: "It's Hit"
Mid-conversation, Johnson announced, "I just need to say it's hit." He described thoughts reaching the front of his mind much faster and said there were "very few checks right now" on what he would say. The team told him he would peak in about another hour and a half.
His descriptions escalated. He said his body felt "nimble and supple and loose," then that the whole room was pulsating and "everything's alive." When Talmage jokingly asked whether the plants were speaking to him, he noticed they looked like they needed water. He then corrected himself: if you stuck a finger in the soil, you could tell they had been watered recently.
He also described his own mind. Normally, he said, conversation runs on autopilot. Now, when he started a conversation, he felt he had to "preload" a model of interacting with another person. He said he could feel the structure of the mind anticipating conversation and could watch that modeling happen in real time.
Later he said his whole body was vibrating and he was seeing colors everywhere. He also said speaking felt like it took away from the experience, calling speech a "lower dimensional expression" compared with the much richer sensory experience. He described the trip as pulling him inward and demanding silence. His team suggested he lie down, and he agreed.
Timing: T-max
With Johnson out of earshot, the stream moved into what one host called "the educational portion of the show." A participant addressed as Hamilton was asked whether there are typical stages at this dose. The answer used pharmacology terms. T-max is the time until psilocin reaches its highest concentration in blood plasma, and the participant said it is roughly 1.5 to 2 hours after taking psilocybin by mouth. By that measure, Johnson was nearing T-max.
A Personal Route Into Psychedelics: Ibogaine and Navy SEALs
One guest explained how they became interested in psychedelics. A family member was addicted to heroin. The guest heard about ibogaine, which they called a very potent psychedelic, on a Tim Ferriss podcast. It struck them as possibly "the only tool" that might help people get off opiates. They later hosted a dinner with a group of Navy SEALs. The guest said the SEALs described going to Mexico for a single treatment and coming back feeling "kind of cured" of PTSD, depression, addiction, or traumatic brain injury.
Moving the Question Beyond Psychiatry: Gül Dölen's Stroke Research
The same guest described work by Gül Dölen, a researcher at Berkeley. As the guest summarized it, Dölen's hypothesis is that psychedelics work by reopening "critical periods." To test it, Dölen is treating stroke patients with psilocybin to see whether they regain motor control. The guest liked this approach because it moves the conversation "out of the subjective psychiatric domain." The outcome is measurable: either patients regained motor control or they didn't.
Drug Policy: Schedule I and Reclassification
A guest outlined the legal situation in the United States. At the federal level, nearly every major psychedelic is a Schedule I controlled substance, the most restrictive schedule, which by definition says the drug has no medical value. The guest hoped medical research could gradually change that. They said that, for now, MDMA and psilocybin are the main candidates for reclassification that would let physicians prescribe them.
The guest also defended the livestream format. Showing people what the experience is like helps demystify it and shows it can be beneficial, they said. They thanked people like Johnson for "busting open the Overton window" on what can be talked about, researched, and filmed. Their hope was that experiments like this would shift the conversation away from hard-to-treat psychological disorders. The new question would be whether psilocybin can help healthy people live healthier, more productive, and more meaningful lives.
The Epigenetic Rationale
Another guest laid out the scientific rationale behind the longevity framing. They said new factors and molecules that change gene expression and cause cellular rejuvenation are being discovered "every week." In their view, epigenetic aging or dysfunction is "fundamentally and functionally" the root of all disease. As time goes on, they explained, the epigenome shifts. They cited studies, which they said they had discussed with Johnson, suggesting that some compounds in psychedelic substances change gene expression and may have rejuvenating effects.
A speaker expanded on this. They argued that DNA itself "doesn't get that damaged." The problem is the epigenome. The "magic cure" for aging, in this framing, would be molecules that could be applied to any cell to put the epigenetic marks back where they belong and make the cell young again. The speaker said a series of papers had identified compounds found in mushrooms like the ones Johnson took that "may actually have this effect," resetting the epigenome and making tissue youthful again. They presented this as a possibility, saying mushrooms "may be" a natural source of such a molecule. They did not claim it had been shown in people.
Spirituality, "Plant Medicine," and the Search for a Bridge
A guest said the other remarkable part of the experiment was the spiritual and religious dimension. They had wanted to ask Johnson about it but realized that wasn't possible given his state. Their interest was the connection between decades of meditation, religious, and spiritual practice and the science being discussed. They said people are "still trying to find those bridges." They thought Johnson might be looking for that link, while noting they would not put words in his mouth. They also said they did not believe he was doing this recreationally.
Another speaker called Johnson a "one-man FDA" who tests everything on himself, legitimizes it, and popularizes it. They hoped he would "survive for a long time" and pass on "the cheat codes." They added that there "should be a thousand Brians," even 10,000.
The same speaker argued that "plant medicines" have been with humans as long as there have been humans. They cited, somewhat loosely, psychedelic traditions in ancient cultures. They mentioned something in Greek mythology that they couldn't quite recall, possibly connected to the cult of Pythagoras, as well as soma in Indian mythology and LSD among the 1960s hippies. They said mushrooms put people into "highly natural psychospiritual states." You can reach those states through meditation, they said, but in modern life few people have time, so mushrooms work "like a cheat code." They called mushrooms "relatively harmless," especially in small amounts. They acknowledged Johnson was taking a "heroic dose" but said they didn't think it would poison him.
They ended with a speculation they labeled as such. Fungi are among the oldest living things on Earth, and humans are relatively new. So they weren't surprised that eating the fruiting body might feel like communion with nature, perhaps as a way for part of nature to communicate with us. "Obviously, very fanciful," they added.
Peak Measurements: Saliva and Reaction Time
At the peak, the team had to take measurements, and they apologized to Johnson: "You signed up for this." Seager and Fields rejoined the call. Johnson, laughing, kept losing track of whether people were still there and called them back several times. Someone explained that he couldn't see them on screen and assumed they had left.
The saliva sample was, one team member said, what they had expected to be the hardest part. Johnson struggled to produce enough, said he felt he needed to chew something, and was urged not to spill it. The team called it "liquid gold." He insisted he still had motor control. Someone joked that this was where they needed Grimes and a DJ set for encouragement. A team member noted that the same thing had happened in the previous session, where the other measurements took a long time.
Johnson also took a reaction-time test. He called one attempt "so bad" and "so long." After Fields's one-word encouragement, "Focus," he joked that Fields had wanted him to do badly. A result read out as "point four" was, he said, his worst score.
Second Peak: Connection and Family
Later Johnson appeared giddy, and the team thought he had just peaked. He said he had "outsourced the whole situation" and was "just pure experience." Having everyone there, he said, felt "like peak life."
One participant said that after the previous session they had thought a lot about how Johnson seemed "overcome by … the connectivity of everything, people, places, things." Asked about it this time, he didn't really answer the question. He said instead that it overjoyed him to have them there with him. Talmage pointed this out affectionately. He said it was like a parent talking to a small child who is somewhere else entirely, and that his father's body language made him look like a child with a glow, as if he'd just come "out the womb."
Johnson reflected on parenthood with his usual bluntness. He said kids are "so painful on so many levels" and "ruin your life on every possible layer," and also that they are "the most majestic creations in our reach." He told Talmage they had "done the hard work" in their relationship and that he saw him as a person, "no judgment, no filters." Talmage replied that his father is "the light that keeps on giving" and joked, "we even like you more on shrooms." Another participant said the experience brought out what Johnson must have been like as a boy.
Closing
The stream ended with the team thanking viewers. One member said they had gone into the session believing "we're all connected" and wanted viewers to have a good experience too, then added, laughing, "I'm high." The highlights did not include any biomarker results. The central question of whether psilocybin has measurable longevity effects was left open, pending the data from the 249 biomarkers and the remaining dose.
It's a really big dose. What's it like seeing your dad do a psychedelic? Yeah. My whole body vibrating. I just need to say it's hit, motion down. Wow. Just get feels so still. Your face is dancing. Pretty insane situation.
Can you believe it that this is actually happening? People were wondering if we were trolling them and well, here we are.
We are doing an experiment to see if psilocybin is potentially a longevity therapy.
We will see. This is dose number two of three doses total. How you feeling about this? Like, are you ready?
Honestly, I'm really nervous because last time I did this, my inhibitions were just washed away. And I was willing to think and say pretty much anything where normally you have these checks in your brain where you have a thought and it's like, should I say that thought? Is that an appropriate thought to say? And you can stop it. And when you're deep within the mushrooms, you really don't have those inhibitions anymore. And so if I go off the rails, I'm probably just going to put a face mask on and lay down.
Yeah. All right. I think we have Dr. Carl Seager. He's been helping us with this protocol. Is a longevity physician.
This type of experiment is kind of what needs to start happening. There's some pretty preclinical trials that show psilocybin can reverse biologic aging in human cells.
Why are you doing these magic mushrooms? Like what is your purpose for this trip?
We're trying to say what therapies in the world could actually help us slow down our speed of aging and reverse aging damage. Now, we don't know if psilocybin will be that, but we're wanting to explore it. So, today we're measuring through this experiment 249 biomarkers. It's the most quantified psychedelic experiment in history.
Ryan Fields. We started Kernel 7 years ago. What is Kernel? We took advances that were happening in lidar and consumer electronics and we made kind of a pulse oximeter on steroids that's able to measure the oxygen in your brain. And so you can kind of map out what parts of the brain are active at what given time and then you can use that to start to look at things like brain health or signatures of drug interactions or mental states. And yeah, we're going to do about 30 minutes of baseline measurements now from saliva testing to thermal body heat measurement to blood pressure and then also Kernel.
Any parting words? Good luck. I'll see you on the other side.
That's perfect. How are you feeling? Great. I'm really excited. I mean, I'm ready for this. I was feeling nervous. I don't feel it anymore. I'm going to go prepare this. I'm going to take all of the lower one, the 4.67 g, and then I'm going to add an additional .56 g so that it equals 5.3 g. 467.
We're at 4.9. We're trying to hit 5.23. Hey. Uh-oh. 5.32. That's all right. Do you want to take a little bit out? I think you should take a little bit out. As you guys can see, I'm a little bit more conscious of... I want Bryan to... Hey, good job.
Cheers. Mushroom up. Mushroom down. Lemony. Lemony. All right, we're going to put some more lemon in there to get all the little second bits. So, we're going to need a second mushroom time. Our second to get the remaining mushroom up. All right. My god, it's so funny.
Okay, we have a special guest. Oh, okay. Yes. Hey, Talmage. Oh, hello.
You guys, this is my son, Talmage. How are you doing? I mean, what's it like seeing your dad do, you know, a psychedelic?
Sometimes people ask me, it's like, "Oh, what does your dad do?" And I feel like I never really know what to say. Yeah. And I think I have something in my toolkit now of like, "Oh, he like occasionally like trips balls on X in front of hundreds of thousands of people." I don't think a lot of people can say that. It's so fun to watch. Like it's all played to me. It's so fun. It's so funny.
Talmage really is a phenomenal son. He is overjoyed when I experience something that I'm happy about. So, Talmage, I love you very much. I think you're really an amazing person. I feel lucky to be your dad and I'm so happy that we're doing life together.
Could not have said it better. I love you, too. I have like no trepidation about seeing you do this. This is amazing. When's the next thing, you know, like top it off. Totally. I'm excited. It's like I get to interact with the child. You maybe, like the roles are slightly reversed and I'm in a bit of a parental role and you're in the childlike role. Yeah, that could be pos... Yeah, that's entirely possible.
What do you feel? It's just like this setting of consciousness just starts to change. Like you perceive things like the filter is different. Yeah, that's right.
We have another guest on the call, Ashlee. Ashlee Vance.
When Bryan and I first started Blueprint and started publishing online and nobody was paying any attention and then Ashlee comes along and writes this banger article that blew up.
I did think it would blow up. I'm not sure I could have even imagined it would blow up kind of on the scale.
Yeah, I just need to say it's hit. Has been addressed.
I mean, it's like so many thoughts and the thoughts that I have make their way to the front much faster. Yeah. There's very few checks right now in place of like that's not a good idea to say. Mhm. Mhm.
There we go. That's... Oh, man. I love that laugh. You had that. So, you peak in another hour and a half. Wow.
Yeah. Okay. My body feels so nimble and supple and loose. Whoa. Now the whole room is now pulsating. Really? Mhm. What are you seeing? Everything's alive. I love it.
Dad, are the plants speaking to you? Oh, that's so nice. They're close by. They need to be watered. The soil looks a little dry. Well, actually, no. No. If you stick your finger in there, they've been watered recently. This is nice. Okay. So, they're taken care of, I think.
So, when I initiate a conversation with you, I have to like preload all these models of like load human model of interacting with someone else. You know, I can feel the brain structure itself in anticipation for conversation. Whereas before it just runs on autopilot, but now you see the modeling, the structure of the mind happen in real time.
Can I show you something? Yes. We've got some fun. Oh, that is so fun. Man, how satisfying is that? I mean, that's cool. Yeah, this is a thing where, yeah, just being mesmerized by how the metal feels.
Yeah. Everything now I see colors and everything.
Yeah. My whole body vibrating. Wow. Just get feels so still. Yeah. You don't want to speak because speak detracts from the beauty. It's like this lower dimensional expression and sensory experience is so much more rich.
Oh, this is strong. The visuals are so cool. Yeah, your face is dancing. I mean, this is, it's a really big dose. Mhm. The first dose was 25. This is 28, but it definitely is like knocking me out. It pulls you deep into the experience. You want to hang out deep in the experience.
I can feel a strain. It just asks for a silence. Mhm. Above all. Mhm. Yeah. It's like demanding you to go inward. Yeah.
I think this is a good time. Why don't you lay down for a little bit and just enjoy it and then we'll come and check in with you in a little bit. What do you think about that? Yeah.
All right, next part of our journey begins, the, I guess we're kind of like the educational portion of the show possibly. I'm not sure. I guess Bryan can't hear us so we can kind of speak freely without worrying about kind of what's going on with him.
Hamilton, for this type of dose, are there any normal stages, time stages of progression?
In pharmacology, you have these measures Tmax and Cmax. This is like the time to the highest concentration of psilocin in blood plasma. And Tmax is like 1.5 to 2 hours after oral ingestion of psilocybin. So he's nearing Tmax would be the stage.
I had a family member addicted to heroin and I learned about ibogaine, which is a really potent psychedelic, on a Tim Ferriss podcast, and was deeply intrigued because it seemed like maybe this was the only tool that might help people get rid of their opiate addiction. And so I hosted a dinner with a group of Navy SEALs because we learned from these Navy SEALs they'd go to Mexico for one treatment and come back kind of cured of all of their ailments, whether it was PTSD, depression, addiction, traumatic brain injury. Gül Dölen, who's a researcher at Berkeley, who has a theory that these tools work by opening critical periods, is testing this hypothesis by treating people who are stroke victims with psilocybin and seeing if they can regain motor control. And I love that because I think it moves this conversation out of the subjective psychiatric domain into like did they get back motor control or not, and I think that will be really cool.
Currently in the United States on the federal level, pretty much every major psychedelic drug is a Schedule I controlled substance, meaning that they occupy the most restrictive schedule that definitionally states that they have no medical value. The hope is that through medical research we can start to chip away at that a little bit and on a federal level some of these compounds, the main ones being MDMA and psilocybin at the moment in the United States, can be reclassified in such a way that they can be prescribed by physicians.
I think it's fine and good to show people what the experience is like, to demystify it to some extent, to show that it can be beneficial. I think if you know Bryan in real life, you know like what a generous, wonderful human he is. So I am like deeply appreciative of the people like Bryan who are like busting open the Overton window on what's acceptable to talk about, to research, to film. So what I'm hopeful about this kind of experiment we're all participating in today is that it'll shift the conversation on psychedelics from tricky psychological disorders to can this tool help healthy people live healthier, more productive and meaningful lives. And I think that's really exciting.
What exactly is happening? That's all we... Are we on the right Zoom? I don't think I'm gonna have a good answer for you on that, man. Bryan's tripping out.
I think there's a lot of discovery happening every week right now in factors and molecules that can change gene expression profiles that actually cause cellular rejuvenation, which fundamentally and functionally is the root of all disease, is this epigenetic aging or epigenetic dysfunction. So as time goes on, the epigenome shifts around. Then there have been studies, which Bryan and I have talked about, that have shown that some of these compounds in these psychedelic substances actually change the gene expression profile and as a result can have rejuvenating effects.
We're in the beginning of an incredible moment where, you know, we are able to regenerate parts of our body rather than take that traditional approach that we've kind of been conditioned to think about. And so the magic cure that we're looking for for aging is the molecules that we can apply to any cell in our body that would cause that cell to go back to being young again, to putting all of those molecules in the right place on the genome, because the DNA doesn't get that damaged. It's actually the epigenome. And there have been a series of papers where they've identified compounds that you can find in these mushrooms that Bryan's taken today that may actually have this effect, that reset the epigenome and make the tissue youthful again. And so this may be a natural molecule that we've identified.
That is an incredible part of this. And I think the other part that's incredible is the spiritual religious part. You know, I think that my interest and what I was going to ask Bryan, but I don't think I'm going to be able to based on what's happening, that idea that there's a connection between this religious spiritual, you know, decades of meditation practice, religious practice, spiritual practice, and the connection back into where we're talking about science. And we're still trying to find those bridges. And where are those bridges? And I think that's what Bryan is probably trying to do. I'm not going to put words in his mouth, but I think he's trying to find the link. He's not doing this, I think, for recreational purposes, I would say.
I really appreciate that Bryan is a one-man FDA. He's like, screw it. I'll just do everything to myself and I'll legitimize it. I'll popularize it. I'll experiment with it. You know, God bless him. I hope he survives for a long time and then give us the cheat codes. That's really what we want. There should be a thousand Bryans. There should be 10,000 Bryans.
In terms of mushrooms in particular, these so-called plant medicines have been around with humans for as long as humans have. They're a core part of human civilization. A lot of the ancient cultures have some history of psychedelics, whether it's, there was something in Greek mythology, I forget what it was, the cult of Pythagoras did it. There was something in Indian mythology with soma. Mushrooms obviously, LSD in the '60s with the hippies, etc. So I think mushrooms are fascinating. They put people into highly natural psychospiritual states. Yes, you can get there through meditation, but in this modern life, who's got time for that, right? So, these are kind of like a cheat code. And I think they're interesting for people to try. They seem relatively harmless, especially in small quantities. And yeah, Bryan's taking a heroic dose, but I think it's still not going to poison him or anything. And so, these are among the oldest living things on Earth. And humans are relatively new. So, I'm not surprised that like if you eat their sprouting bodies, aka the extruded mushroom, that you have some kind of a communion with nature because maybe this is the way of some part of nature communicating with us. Obviously, very fanciful.
I just told Bryan that we have to do measurements. It's now time for peak measurements. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You signed up for this.
All right, guys. We now have Dr. Seager back. Hi, Carl. Hey, how are you? You guys look like you're having a great time. I'm so happy for you, Bryan. What's going on? I know there's a lot going on. Hey, Carl. Hey, buddy. How are you? Okay. You look pretty awesome. Thanks. Yeah, pretty insane situation.
Yeah. Look, we've got another guest. Hey, Ryan. Hey, Bryan. Family's back together. Yeah. Might be able to just lean on your side and try to... That's an appropriate thing to say.
This is what I thought was going to be the most challenging of all this, honestly, right here, collecting your spit at peak. How you doing? Wait, don't smell the spit. No, don't drop the spit, whatever you do. How you doing with that? Good. I mean... That's liquid gold right now. It's got like, I got to chew or something like... I think they're there. They're just, we can't see them. Oh, yeah. Guys, try and... We're here. How you doing? We're here. We're just trying not to distract you. Yeah. Here. You have to burn us. This is so funny. Yeah. This is what happened last time. And we take so long to do the others. Keep going.
You can do it, Bryan. I believe in you. Where's Grimes? This is where you need a DJ set. Something to really encourage. Bring the whole family back in. Yeah. Okay. Okay. I think that's... I think you need more. A
Yeah. Wait. Wait. Don't spill it. I really... No. No. I have motor control. I... So sick. I'm definitely aware of like the... How much? Yeah. I'm not going to spill it. Okay.
Oh no. Okay. Next we're going to do reaction time. Let's do this.
Oh, that was so bad. That was so long. 33. You got this. Thanks, Carl. Ryan, do you have any words for me? Focus. Thanks, Ryan.
You guys, Ryan, I felt... Ryan, I feel like that was like a... You wanted me to get a bad score. That really got to me. It was a point four. Yeah, that was my worst score. That was my worst score. Hey guys, come back. Yeah.
It's 'cause he can't see you. He thinks that you're not there. Sorry. Okay.
I'm going to go on X real quick to check the live stream. There's damage. We can hear you. Hey, Dad. You seem very giddy. Yeah, I'm having a good time. He probably just peaked. Really? Yeah.
How much... I have outsourced the whole situation. I'm just pure experience. How's that? It's the best. It's the best. And having you guys here, it's like this is like peak life. Dad, I love you so much.
Thank you, son. I love you to death. You know that. I love seeing you so happy. I love seeing you so relieved of stuff. You know what I mean? There you are just floating along.
How did you feel about connectivity? I was telling Talmage that's been a lot on my mind from last time, is you seem to really be overcome by all connections, by the connectivity of everything, people, places, things. Yeah.
Yeah, I guess like it just overjoys me that you guys are here with me. Like it just... Talmage, I love you so much. Talmage, I love you so much. I love you. Go, go, go.
I just found it so funny. He, it felt like, maybe this is like my misread, but he asked you a question and like you just answered a completely different way. "I just love being here with you guys." It was like you just, like, he asked the question and you were like, oh, it's like when a parent's talking to a little kid and the little kid's completely somewhere else. That was my experience of it. Oh.
Even you right now, your body language and like every... it feels like you're a child right now. Like you have this glow, this smile, this like, you just came out the womb type of situation.
I love you. I love you so much. It brings me so much joy. Yeah. Like, so, parents, like this is like, it's worth it. Like kids suck on so many levels. Like they're so painful on so many levels. Like they ruin your life on like every possible layer. And also they're like the most majestic creations in our reach. And Talmage, to see your face, like, oh my god, I'm just so happy. Dad, I love you so much.
Like, we've done the hard work in our relationship. I just have deep love for you, and I see you as a person. I see you as a human. No judgment, no filters. I see you. I see your majestic being as a person.
Well, I love you. You know that. It's incredible to be in your life. Everybody around you will tell that you're the light that keeps on giving to all of us. And we even like you more on shrooms.
Oh man. It looks very good on him. Talmage, that's just exactly the bundle of whatever he was as a boy, you know, just here, there. And you could just see it shine on his face. It's nice. I love it.
You feel like you're in timeout? Yes. Okay. Head forward. Okay, I can do this. You got it. Wait, let's see. Let me get situational awareness. All right. All right.
We appreciate you all. Talmage, we love you. I want to say to the public, we love you too, but I feel like, you know, you could say, I don't know you, but I actually do feel like, I mean, like Bryan said, it feels like we went into this thinking we're all connected and that we want you guys to have a really good experience. I'm high. All right. Bye, you guys. Bye, guys. Thanks for hanging out with us today. Bye.
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