Ahmed Best's Formula for Feeling the Future: The Emotional Engine, Einstein, and Godzilla

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At the Long Now Foundation's Valentine's Day 2025 event at San Francisco's Herbst Theatre, Ahmed Best argued that the future is not only something to think about. It is something to feel, and to share. Best has worked as a Stomp performer, as the actor behind Jar Jar Binks, and as a Stanford d.school lecturer and co-founder of the AfroRithms Futures Group. His claim is that feeling is a form of communication that works beyond words. People already carry private feelings about what the future will be like, he said, and the task is to convey those feelings to one another so that communities can act on them together. He offered a three-part "formula" for doing this, illustrated it with a live staging exercise and a very personal story, and then discussed his upbringing, his path into Afrofuturism, and his current projects in a conversation with host Lisa Kay Solomon.

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Framing the Evening: Futures in the Body, Not Just the Head

Long Now board president Patrick Dowd opened by saying that thinking about the future is usually treated as an intellectual exercise. The evening, he said, was meant to show how being in our bodies and using all our senses can enlarge our imagination of what is possible.

Lisa Kay Solomon, a fellow board member and futurist in residence at the Stanford d.school, introduced Best. Her introduction traced his story from a boy in the South Bronx watching Star Wars to, at 23, becoming what she called cinema's first CGI character, working with George Lucas to play Jar Jar Binks in The Phantom Menace. She also mentioned his Stomp performances, a talk at a SynBio conference on the future of bioengineering, his role as Jedi Master Kelleran Beq in The Mandalorian, and voicing "Darth Jar Jar" in a Lego Star Wars production. She quoted two of his sayings: "just because no one has done it before doesn't mean it can't be done" and "don't let others future all over you."

Solomon also shared a memory from Stanford. She once took Best to the Papua New Guinea sculpture garden on campus. At one carving that students walked past without noticing, he declared that it was not just a sculpture but a drum, and he started playing it until a crowd gathered. For Solomon, the anecdote showed how Best helps people see what is already around them differently.

Opening With a Song: Feel as Communication

Best did not open with a lecture. He sat at the drums and led the audience in singing Al Green's "Let's Stay Together," pushing them to sing louder. Then he asked repeatedly whether they could "feel that."

He explained that as a young performer and musician, "feel" was always what he was chasing: making the drums, the music, a play, or a movie feel good. Over time he came to see feeling as a form of communication in itself. He can tell someone how he feels or felt, but he can also give them a feeling without having the words for it. Working as an artist, educator, writer, producer, actor, and director, he noticed that everyone has an idea of what the future feels like, and that people generally keep that feeling to themselves.

"Feel the future," he said, is a call to action. It concerns what we do with those feelings and how we convey them to our communities, so that we can feel the future together and do something about it. He stressed that everyone has agency over the future. We get to tell and feel what the future will feel like, and no one gets to do that "to us or for us."

The practical question was how to communicate those feelings in a way that actually moves people, whether loved ones or strangers. His answer was a formula: the emotional engine, plus Albert Einstein, plus Godzilla, the King of the Monsters.

Stomp and the Language Beneath Words

The first term of the formula came out of his first professional job in Stomp, the New York found-object and body-percussion show. Best described Stomp as fundamentally about communication. The show taught audiences to "speak Stomp." He demonstrated with call-and-response clapping that the Herbst audience answered right away, and said that in whatever country he performed, audiences would answer the same way.

Then he did a playful rhythmic trick that made the audience laugh. The point he drew from it was a question: why did they laugh, and how did they feel the humor when nothing had been said? Later, when he began writing and directing, he noticed that every story he told, on stage or on screen, contained something "deep and personal" that resonated with people. He began calling that the emotional engine.

Defining the Emotional Engine, and Rejecting "Protagonist"

Best defined the emotional engine as "the driving emotional force that moves the person that we are following forward towards change."

He was deliberate about the wording. He said he does not like the word "protagonist." As an actor, he described himself as an "emotional athlete" who embodies the story. "Protagonist," in his view, pulls him out of his body and into his head, where he starts theorizing about how to tell the story. "Following," by contrast, is an action. It is something he can do, and it is embodied. The person we follow is the person whose emotional engine we are connecting to.

Finding Your Engine Through Your Top Five

To find your own emotional engine, Best suggested picking your top five narratives, whether books, movies, plays, or songs. These should not be the five "best" works you know. They should be the five you will watch every time they come on. His example was Ghostbusters: he knows every word and frame, and if it comes on, he is watching it.

He then worked out his own engine live. His five were Othello, Enter the Dragon, Krzysztof Kieślowski's Blue, The Lord of the Rings, and The Empire Strikes Back. He summarized each one:

  • Othello: a jealous officer convinces his general that his wife has slept with a trusted friend, and the shame of being deceived and betrayed drives the general to kill his wife and himself.
  • Enter the Dragon: a martial artist recruited by the secret service infiltrates a criminal mastermind's private island, confronts his sister's killer, and reclaims the island for the Shaolin monks from whom it was stolen. He joked that people think the film is just Bruce Lee kicking people, but "it's deep."
  • Blue: a woman loses her husband and daughter in a car crash, discovers her husband's affair, and ultimately finds her voice. Best said Blue is the best of the Three Colors trilogy.
  • The Lord of the Rings: an unlikely group sets out to destroy the ring, the journey tears them apart, and they realize the quest was to save not only the world but each other.
  • The Empire Strikes Back: a talented young warrior sets out to rid the galaxy of an evil empire and discovers that the villain he has vowed to kill is his own flesh and blood.

On Empire, he recounted the Cloud City reveal and joked that Vader's line "Search your feelings, you know it to be true" sounds like "You know it be true." That, he said, is how you know Darth Vader was Black.

The common thread, he concluded, is loyalty. In every one of these stories, loyalty is what moves the person we follow toward change. He added a rule: there is always an obstacle to the emotional engine, something that makes staying true to it harder. For him, that obstacle is betrayal. Loyalty and betrayal are what matter to him, and they are what he wants audiences to feel when he talks about the future.

Einstein: Space-Time and the "When-Where"

The second term was Albert Einstein. Best explicitly told any physicists present that he was using E=mc² as a metaphor and that the physics would be oversimplified on purpose. In his loose framing, the equation showed that time is relative to one's position in space, bore on gravity (he mentioned gravitational waves), and led toward quantum mechanics, which he set aside. What he wanted to use was space-time: the idea that you cannot have time without space.

He tied this to acting. From his study of the Meisner technique, he took the principle that "the when leads you to the who and what." Because of Einstein, he said, it is really the "when-where" that leads to the who and what. The question becomes: when and where in the life of the person we are following, driven by their emotional engine, does the story meet them?

He applied it to the room. The audience's "when" was the moment they wanted to know what Feel the Future was about. Their "where" was a beautiful San Francisco theater, "listening to a skinny kid from the South Bronx." For Luke Skywalker in The Empire Strikes Back, the "when" is the point where he truly wants to become a Jedi, and the "where" is the rebellion, in the middle of the fight on the ice planet Hoth. He joked about how many limbs get cut off in Star Wars.

He also passed on a rule he learned in film school. In space-time on screen or stage, the foreground generally reads as the past, the midground as the present, and the background as the future.

A Live Demonstration of "Quantum Entanglement"

Best then brought volunteers onstage to show how space-time and relationships can carry feeling without dialogue. Again flagging that he was speaking metaphorically, he said he loves the idea of quantum entanglement, in which bodies, ideas, or objects are connected across distance so that moving one affects the other. Once we "entangle" people in space-time, he argued, we automatically have feelings about them.

The audio captures the demonstration only partially. The volunteers were placed in the past (foreground), present (midground), and future (background) positions. Best told the audience that the person in the present was married to the person in the past, but that the person in the future was the love of their life, the one they were more strongly entangled with. He then directed movements. The present figure walked upstage toward the future and looked back at the person in the past. Later the figures shifted so that the person in the past held out a hand while the other simply looked, and the pull toward the future was visible. At each step he asked the audience how they now felt about the person being left behind.

His point was that the story changed "without even any words," purely by moving people through space-time and setting up how they were entangled. He dismissed the volunteers with a joke that they would be getting a call from their union rep.

Godzilla: Pressure, Not "Raising the Stakes"

The third term was Godzilla. Best said the version he loves is the classic one he grew up with. Every Saturday after karate class he rushed home to watch Shaw Brothers kung fu movies, followed by a Godzilla film. The films always followed the same pattern. You met Japanese characters making friends, loving each other, overcoming struggles, forming families, and having children. Then Godzilla showed up and reduced Tokyo to rubble.

He realized that when he talked about these films, he was not really talking about Godzilla. He was talking about who Godzilla affected and what he destroyed, and he was feeling for the families who had to rebuild their lives and their city while still living under the threat.

From this he drew a critique of the screenwriting cliché "raise the stakes," which he asked everyone to stop saying, at least for the night. He described it as something executives say to screenwriters to sound "screenwriter-y." In his view it no longer means anything, because stakes are relative to each listener and the phrase puts you in your head rather than your body.

His alternative: Godzilla is pressure. It is pressure on your emotional engine and on your space-time, and it is pressure you can feel. Everyone knows what pressure is for them; it does not have to be a 100-foot lizard, but that is what it feels like. He argued that pressure matters when trying to convey how we feel about the future because it makes us vulnerable, and he called vulnerability "the magic" and "the good stuff," though scary. He then said, "This is always hard," and moved into a personal story.

The Brooklyn Bridge

When his son was nine (he is now 16), the boy asked for a father-and-son trip to New York, having grown up on Best's stories about Stomp, living in Brooklyn, and biking over the bridge into the city. They stayed in Bed-Stuy. One day his son asked to walk across the Brooklyn Bridge.

Best described the approach: a concrete path that leads up to wooden slats, then to the cables and arches framing the city he loves. His son ran ahead up the concrete, and Best followed. When he reached the wooden part, he froze. His son turned around and said, "Come on, Dad," and he could not move.

In that moment, he said, he realized he had not walked across that bridge in 20 years. Twenty years earlier, he had thought the bridge would be the last thing he ever saw. When Star Wars came out at a time he expected his life to change for the better, it changed for the worse. He faced an intense amount of pressure from the world, and at 26 he did not want to live anymore. He described it as the only time in his life when he could not see the future.

Standing there two decades later, he talked himself into it: it is just a step, you have been stepping your whole life. He described himself as "standing right in front of Godzilla." He took one step, then another, and kept walking toward the spot where he had wanted to end his life. On that earlier night, he said, he remembered seeing nothing: not the Statue of Liberty, not Brooklyn, not Manhattan. This time he saw everything. He held his son, took a photo, and thought that 20 years ago he almost did not have him, "the love of my life," the person he is most entangled with.

Relative to the rest of the world, he said, he had not thought his story mattered. He kept it inside for 20 years and was not vulnerable. Then he tweeted the photo and told the story because he could no longer hold onto it. According to Best, millions of people retweeted it, and he could not describe the amount of love he received. In the middle of that moment, his son touched his face and asked if they could get something to eat because he was hungry, and they walked across the rest of the bridge.

Best said he remains entangled to this day with the many people who shared the same kind of story with him because he had shared his vulnerability. His conclusion: telling an emotional story is only the tip of the iceberg. You need to add intense pressure to your emotional engine so that it increases your vulnerability "until you have no choice … but to be who you really are."

Earthling Culture and the Call to Action

Best then broadened the frame. Every life on the planet, he said, has a right to its dignity. That is not a dignity we grant it, but dignity from its own point of view, and that point of view is how we must feel for the future. The formula is to be used not just for ourselves but for every life. He called this "Earthling culture" and his "prime directive," and described it as how he builds the future he wants to have agency over.

He made the call to action concrete. After the talk, anyone willing should put a hand over their heart, find someone else doing the same, exchange emails, and within one week share their vulnerable "feel the future" with that person. Feeling the future cannot be passive, he said. We will not get through this alone, and there is no way forward through change that happens by yourself.

He closed with his own feeling for the future. Every stage he has ever been on feels like home, and for Valentine's Day he had wanted the evening to feel like people he loves, who care about the future, sitting in his home listening to him play drums and sing Al Green. He thanked the audience for making that come true.

Growing Up With Hip-Hop in the South Bronx

In the conversation that followed, Solomon asked about Best's New York upbringing. He shouted out the South Bronx (and his zip code, joking that New Yorkers always do that). He said the neighborhood had little money but was a "hotbed of culture." He described himself as "as old as hip-hop" and said hip-hop started on his block. He watched B-boy, DJ, and rap culture as people figured them out.

That left a lasting impression: if you had an idea, you could go figure it out. New York then, he said, was a place where even if you weren't very good at something, people would tell you there was "something" there and encourage you to keep going. His parents were also artists, which added to that environment of seeing new things before they became global.

Solomon brought up his story about hip-hop's pioneers not being trained musicians. Best linked it to the idea of "being the signal," which he teaches. In futures language, he explained, signals are messages that often come from underserved communities, become trends, and then tip into ways of the future. Neighborhoods like his are often where those signals begin. His example was Grandmaster Flash, who DJed on his block and, according to Best, was an electrician by day. Flash realized that a switch between two turntables would keep the party going, and that switch became the DJ mixer. As Best remembered it, one week there were five amps and five turntables, then Flash arrived with two turntables, an amp, and a switch, and hip-hop and music changed.

From George Lucas to Afrofuturism

Asked how he came to futures work and Afrofuturism, Best said he had always been a futurist without using the word. Working with George Lucas showed him it was something you could actually do. He recalled sometimes riding to set with Lucas in the mornings while Lucas talked about what things would be like in 20 or 40 years. That showed Best that you could take visions of the future, make something, and move the future toward it. Because a performance like Jar Jar had never been done before, Lucas was pushing to change cinema. Best claimed that movies had not changed in 100 years and that "every single film technique ever created is in The Phantom Menace," which he offered as a measure of how future-forward Lucas was. He wanted to live in that world.

He decided to make a podcast about Afrofuturism. His brother-in-law, Aram Sinnreich, then chair of Communications at American University, pointed him to Dr. Lonnie Brooks. Best called Brooks from his Prius on the way to Sunday brunch, meaning to talk briefly, and they talked for three and a half hours. He described Brooks as a kindred spirit he was "quantum entangled" with. Together they started the Afro Futures podcast. That led to their card game, AfroRithms from the Future, and then to the AfroRithms Futures Group, which plays the game and also uses it as a consultation tool to engage people through Afrofuturism.

Best said he loves Afrofuturism because art is at its center, in contrast to what he described as European futurism, with science at the center. As an artist, he found he could move the future through art. He called Brooks, who was in the audience, probably the best Afrofuturist scholar in the world. Solomon said she and Best originally met through a Long Now presentation Brooks had done, and recommended it.

Solomon praised the podcast's range of guests: artists, scientists, programmers, graphic artists. She mentioned an episode with Nettrice Gaskins, whose work she later saw throughout a Smithsonian exhibition on the future, as an example of the podcast spotting a signal. Best called Gaskins an amazing artist and professor whom everyone should know. He said the best part of the work is introducing such people to audiences who then seek them out. Solomon added that she drew on guests from the podcast for a futures series she ran during the pandemic.

Playing the Future Into Being

Solomon described the joy she has seen when Best runs the game, including at Stanford and at South by Southwest. Best explained that in AfroRithms from the Future, a community of today creates a universe and a planet. The group's motto, he said, is "a reverence for the past, an awareness for the present, and creativity for the future." He noted there is much more to the "Einstein" part than foreground, midground, and background. The game uses present emotions, feelings, and tensions to build a planet of tomorrow.

After playing, he said, people respond very positively because they now see the future as something they can create. Most people feel powerless about the future and worry about the immediate rather than the long term. But, he argued, someone is already thinking about how they want you to feel 25 years from now, and imagining the future is not a practice most of us are used to. We talk about the past a great deal, and there is "a whole industry" around being in the present. Yet as far as he knows, humans are so far the only creatures that can perceive the future (whales might, he joked, and he'll accept it once they tell us). Turning that ability into a practice is one of the reasons they created the game.

What Keeps Him Optimistic

Returning to his story of despair, Solomon called Best one of the most optimistic people she knows. She mentioned that he texts her during dark days with messages about the "Department of Awesome," and asked what keeps him going.

His first answer, which he admitted sounded cheesy, was love: the stronger those bonds, the more optimistic we can be. Pessimism and fear, he said, are easy. He cited the idea of "ancient neurons," which he attributed to neuroscientist David Eagleman. Because early humans were prey animals for a long time, it is easy to excite those neurons with fear and dystopia. But Best argued it is just as easy to excite them toward optimism. He quoted James Baldwin, who, asked whether he was an optimist, said of course he was, because he was alive. As long as we are alive we can do something, Best said, and doing nothing is not being alive.

He described imagining a Department of Awesome in government, a running idea with colleague Drew Endy, as itself an activity. As a director, he said, he likes calling "action" himself, a job usually done by the first AD, because he likes setting things in motion; moving generates ideas. He quoted his father: "a bullet can't hit a moving target, so keep moving." When he feels stagnant, he gets up and does something, because doing nothing "is not an option, especially now." The action does not need to be big. Dancing in your room and singing are rebellious acts, he said, noting that governments have been changed over music, and he quoted Bob Marley: "One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain." It does not take much to be an optimist, he concluded. Just keep moving.

Earthling Culture as Clothing, Studio, and Garden

Asked about his current work, including his interest in bioengineering and synthetic biology with Drew Endy and others, Best described several projects built around Earthling culture.

The first is a clothing line called Earthling Culture. He believes wearing your beliefs makes a message easier to spread, and that embodied forms like clothing, food, dance, and art make feelings infectious. He wants to see people wearing shirts carrying the ethos that every life is entitled to its dignity.

He illustrated the idea with Endy's recurring question: what does the banana slug want? It may seem frivolous, but to the banana slug it means a lot. Acting-class exercises, like being a can of condensed milk, seem silly, he said, but they train you to take extreme points of view. From the slug's point of view, he joked, "I don't like any salt." Dignity and respect are big ideas: you don't have to agree with him, but you must respect him, because without respect there is no empathy and no living together. He extended this to lives and intelligences we don't understand, including intelligences we create. Those too, he said, must be considered as lives with dignity, as defined from their own point of view.

He is also starting a creative studio called Geo Summit, intended as a place where works of art become actual things: clothing lines like Earthling Culture, films, and spatial web projects.

He described a project for the Getty's PST Art initiative called the Multiplanetary Garden. He made it with Jesse Gilbert, Oguri, Lightning Shadow, his wife Raquel, the dancer Malea, Lonnie Brooks, and Drew Endy. It rejects the idea that Earth is a dystopia we must abandon to find another planet to garden. Instead, Earth becomes the garden and the "protopia." Humanity does not leave until it has figured out Earth and Earthling culture, because otherwise it will carry its baggage to the stars. When we do find a planet, Best said, we should ask it whether we may be there and whether our presence dignifies it; if not, we go elsewhere, even if the planet is habitable. The piece used dance and visuals to celebrate that idea. Solomon responded that we can't get better at things we don't practice, and Best agreed that dignity and respect must be practiced day to day.

Audience Questions: Sparks and 2050

An audience member named Tina asked how to identify a spark, how a spark can ignite a movement, and what Best's first spark was. Best said he identifies sparks by listening, specifically to the person who is not talking. It is easy to listen to the loud thing, he said, which is why he got off Twitter: you end up responding to all the noise. The quiet person may have a wonderful idea but may not do well in that particular room. As a director and teacher, he tells actors to listen even when they have no lines, because listening can be felt. He looks for "the quiet spark."

His own first spark came from his mother, who studied fashion design and jewelry making at the Fashion Institute of Technology and whom he described as almost too brilliant an artist. A classmate of hers needed children for a kids' fashion show. Around age four, Best walked the runway, "feeling it," and decided he had to be on stage. He said a photo of it exists somewhere on a contact sheet.

A second audience member, Natalia, asked what the future will be like in 2050. Best said it depends on what we do now, and noted that 25 years is not that far away. He wants 2050 to feel like there will be another 25 years after it, which he considers very possible. He argued that such questions are often really about trust: whether we can trust there will be a future. The hardest thing about the present, he said, is not knowing whom to trust at the macro level, even though we trust those close to us. He hopes 2050 will feel vulnerable and honest, with people comfortable practicing vulnerability with each other, and said that if we start doing that, we will have a 2050 everyone can thrive in.

He described the optimistic 2050 he is building toward: one where your kitchen is your garden, everyone is seen and respected, and poverty is eradicated. He called poverty one of our biggest man-made problems and one that is easy to solve; we simply don't do it. "We need some Earthling culture," he said, and Solomon added that we also need practice.

Solomon closed by reminding the audience of their promise to put a hand over their heart and find a partner. She thanked Best, calling him her "future warrior" for how quickly he answers every call to action.